Recently even the smallest things were irritating me: someone stopping in front of me in the supermarket, my partner asking if I wanted Earl Grey or English Breakfast. In hindsight, I can see these were the telltale signs of stress, which was hardly surprising when so many things were going wrong. We all have times like this. But at the time I didn’t realise and those feelings lasted.
I didn’t want to meet up with friends because I felt grim and grumpy, and like I just kept messing things up — like the character ‘Small’ in the children’s book ‘No Matter What?’ by Debi Gliori.
Looking back at this time, I’d lay awake at night with thoughts going round and round and start doom scrolling as a distraction. I knew it wasn’t helping, but I just found myself doing it.
By the time morning crept in, soft and grey, I was so tired when the alarm went off, I couldn’t get out of bed. I just wanted to pull the duvet over my head and stay there. But then I heard the birds chirping outside—a silvery, cheerful tune. And the words came to me like a wakeup call… Do one wild thing a day this June. It’s 30 Days Wild!